_____________________________________________________How you loved me was gentle yet passionate. You had a way with paradoxes. I was one too. I didn't show it much. N I had absolutely no idea how much I actually needed you, just how good you were for me. It's a shame.You were soft with me, so damn romantic I couldn't bear it. It made me uncomfortable, awkward. I felt powerless around it, you, because I wasn't good at expressing my feelings. N I wasn't entirely engrossed in your love, I guess. But the way you'd look me, the way you adored n worshipped me was a kind of passionate softness that I never knew I'd fall for. You creeped in somehow. All your romantic nicknames n compliments, all your kindness... the blood from your heart finally got under my skin n I felt warm. I understood it. I felt your heart. N I felt the same.But it was too late. You had changed. You fell n made me fall with you only to get up n leave me sitting in the middle of a road that i'll never finish. That I never get to the finish line. N if I do, I'll be doing it alone. I'll be loving for the both of us. I'll love alone n stay in a one-sided road that I can only walk in one direction n will only remember memories of us in the beginning of it, n nothing but me from the middle on...N at times I pack my stuff n go to a different route just to somehow end up here again. Crying standing in the beginning of our road n revisiting all the memories n your jokes n nicknames n compliments n love n above all, your بیست......
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